Today wasn’t a really great day…as compared to any other day in the previous week. Just feel a sense of helplessness and despair. Is there any thing I can do to make others’ lives better? Maybe even helping them ease a little of their problems will make me feel satisfied. Life shouldn’t be like this. It is supposed to be wonderful and happy, perhaps with a little sadness here and there, but not completely engulfed in sadness and be powerless to do anything to make life better. But somehow it is impossible.
That’s rather…disheartening.
I’m not okay with everything, just that I don’t bother to argue to create more problems. But sometimes, try to understand how much things out there I have to handle. I’ll still do my part, but please do something about what you all should have done.
As the sky darkens and the wind grows stronger;
I can’t wait for tomorrow <3
Today xiangcong passed me the MC plastic bag and I was like WAAAAAAH!!! :D Because he bought me the bedtime bear! <3 Omg, during the attachment there I was telling claire how much I wanted to buy the bear cos it was like so cuteeee and gazing out of the display glass. Till the very last day, she still asked if I wanted to get it but I was still considering. Days before, I was thinking if I should ask xiangcong to get it for me and I told him about it. In the end, he bought it!!!!!! :-* His surprise was successful heehee <3 Thanks my dear heehee <3 <3 <3
And today was really fun. :D Just like our usual walk around exploring days, we explored a few areas and ate beancurd and friends, duck’s tongue, neck and pig’s tongue. Finally ate the ‘exotic food’ in my point of view hahaha! The taste was not bad…just a bit spicy. Oh yeah and also awesome char siew roast meat rice with avocado juice!!! Food+exploration+with xiangcong=Fun! Can’t wait for our exploration trips in the coming weeeeeks heehee <3
Last week of attachment, let’s go people! (Y)
Cacti are considered rather strong as they can survive in environments that are subjected to an extent of drought. They will still stand strong and beautiful even if you don’t water them, but till an extent they will still wilt. Then, it’ll be too late to try and keep them alive. I miss my yellow cactus, maybe I’ll go get one soon. :)
Somehow, the strongest always survive doesn’t really apply to everyone? Every single person has his/her weakest point. Once his/her Archiles’ heel is attacked, even the strongest man will fall. So how do people stay strong even during the weakest moment? I guess tolerance and determination play huge roles. Tolerance prevents unnecessary problems from arising and determination comes in because people feel the need to keep things going. Without these two factors, things break down, people fall apart. And that’s the point I’ve always been emphasising when I talk to certain people. Every problem has an answer to it. Find it or break it. But don’t drag it. Somehow they just don’t get my point…ohwell. It’s really upsetting to see them getting stuck in the same situation over and over again. :(
Good things don’t come easy. Treasure them.
Attachments will soon be over. I can’t wait wheeeeeee! Time with xiangcong heehee <3 <3 <3
So far, things have been stagnant for attachments. Nothing exciting nothing boring, just plain old attachments. And life has been much of a routine everyday since attachment period started.
If life starts to revolve around only one person, that’s when you know how important the person is to you. The person > everything else. I guess everyone will have this person in his/her heart…in some time of their lives.
The reflection seems a little distorted.
Start of third week. Honestly speaking, the ward makes people feel claustrophobic. It’s the first time seeing so many people packed in one small ward and everyone is like rushing everywhere. And we just feel lost. Okay, perhaps this is the first day we stepped in that’s why. Let’s give another two more days, everything should be fine.
Why don’t people believe in absolute trust? It’s like if you trust someone, why don’t make it an absolute trust? Cos I always believe that only with trust will things go well. The base of everything is built with trust, if not the whole structure will just fall apart sooner or later. But somehow people around me always tell me that absolute trust isn’t something that exists… Oh well, that’s their opinion, I’ll just stick to my own belief.
Absolute trust does exist. I’ll prove them wrong.
Good food, good walk, good exploration. Best of all, good company. <3
I love walking randomly along the streets with xiang cong, cos that’s when we will discover new areas! And on this special day, I just want to thank him for being there for me always! <3
Everything is on the right track and we are moving along smoothly. :D
My feet hurt, my ankles have weird bruising. Two more weeks to go!
There is only one best.
Feeling so flu-ish. Don’t tell me it is coming. Please noooo.
I can’t wait. Even a short while means a lot.
Yes.
One week of attachment is over, another three more weeks to go. I’ll miss all the cute babiesssss! :’)
Sometimes, we wonder where do all those negative thoughts get into our minds? I guess they just creep into us when we are facing some difficulties in life, trying their best to overthrow positivity. So actually, things might not be as bad as what we think. ‘Cos what we think do not equal to what will happen. Give positivity a push, and win the battle.
I’m really happy to have you with me. :’)
